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Saturday, April 9, 2011

the first, the best, and the end

so, i guess some of you have to be wondering how the story ends.... in defeat or in victory. in falling or in failure.

or how about in absolute and indescribable bliss?

the past 4 months have been filled with so much laughter, good times, happiness, and ease. it's almost scary. someone once told me you know when you have found love because everything is just easy and feels perfect and right. i never quite understood this and almost attempted to justify "ease" in the past amidst quite difficult and frustrating interactions with the opposite sex. oh, but apparently, it's possible. and i've found it!

i'm totally in love, in a way that i could never have imagined. and the more astonishing part, i didn't expect him. but he was there "at first plunge." in the series of events accounted in this blog, he was my first wink, my first (and only) great date, my first "knee melting" kiss... and oh a couple other firsts ;). i guess what i'm trying to say is that i was so prepared for the worst, and ended up almost where i started and with the absolute best! i was scared to lose my "single girl" self in someone else and i've found someone who makes me a better me. single ladies... it's possible. and it doesn't require complication or quantity. all i had to do was let go, breath, listen to my heart... oh and take a trip over the bay bridge!

happy birthday mr. berkeley! <3 you to pieces!

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